I'm flat on my back, bedresting it up. PUPO!
Things went well today. I'm not sure if I mentioned it last time, but apparently from my c-section surgery, my cervix is really high up now. So there was some digging around for it and getting longer catheters (really) but my 2 last blasts are now in me.
My one 3BB blast from my 9/09 cycle thawed well, re-expanded 100%, looked good but wasn't hatching yet. But poor Chilly Willy, who has been through so much, looked a bit sad. He thawed ok, but slowly re-expanded and was only at 75-80% at transfer. Again, no high hopes for him. But it confirms our decision to transfer him with the other blast, and not give him is own FET.
Truly, in my heart, I'm not feeling too confident about this. The Critter just looked so much better at transfer than either of these blasts, I'm just not feeling like these guys are gonna make it.
I will do what I can from here til beta, which is next Sunday 9/9. But also moving on in my head too. Protective, I know, but it also feels realistic at this point.
Repeat: Cold Peace
1 day ago
So happy to hear that your transfer went well!!! Now I sit on the edge of my seat while you lay on the edge of your bed, as we wait, and wait and wait...
ReplyDeleteDon't worry about what they looked like--plenty of non-hatching blasts made beautiful babies :) But yet I understand the need to protect your heart. Hang in there, we're all cheering for you!
ReplyDeleteFX for you! Really hoping at least one of these stick xoxox
ReplyDeleteYour uterus and those blasts don't care if you're feeling hopeful or not...they are cooking away inside of you. you've done everything you can and will continue to throughout the 2ww. I agree with MTL, non-hatching isn't a dealbreaker in the least. try to rest up and not drive yourself crazy. sending so many implantation wishes your way!!
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wishing you luck, i've got my fingers crossed for you!
ReplyDeletekeeping you and your growing embies in my thoughts and prayers....
ReplyDeleteHang in there, I know it will be a long, long, long week. Hoping for good news and praying for you either way.
ReplyDeleteWishing the best for you and your unfrosties! Good luck!
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