I've got to get better about posting more often. I mean to, but then don't. It will be my April Fools' Day resolution.
Today is the day I get to order my meds for FET! That means estrogen! YAY and hallelujah! I'm still having hot flashes, last night was bad. I miss a night's sleep where I actually sleep through the night. Maybe that is in my future. Please!
I'm also re-starting acupuncture in prep for the FET. I'm going to a new practice because the woman I used to go to has moved out the 'burbs, and I'm not driving 20 miles out past where Jesus lost his sandals to get needled. So I go for my first appointment with a new lady on Wednesday. We'll see how I like the new people.
I babysat for my niece on Saturday - and she is the cutest thing. She is 2 and a half now (time flies by!) and she is talking up a storm. And playing with toys, singing songs, dancing. Cute! It doesn't fill my heart with sadness to be with her, I just love her too much. But it does wrench my heart a little to see her with my brother and sister-in-law, seeing how she just loves her parents. That special bond. A teeny bit jealous of that. Ok, maybe a teeny bit more than a teeny bit.
Repeat: Cold Peace
1 day ago
I think you are stronger than you give yourself credit for. I don't know if I would be able to babysit when I am hurting so much. Good for you. Yay on the meds!
ReplyDeleteYippeeeee for estrogen!!! Time to cool you down girl, you're contributing to global warming!
ReplyDeletewoo-hoo, that's awesome you're moving onto the next piece of the cycle! Hope everything goes smoothly for you this round:) Your niece sounds adorable!
ReplyDeleteThe jealousy, however, teeny, can hurt so much.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you're getting some estrogen soon! Just keep your eye on the prize--some lovely normal blasts, which is a dream come true!
Pie, is there more than one type of Lupron? Because I have none of the side effects you do. Maybe I'm having hot flashes but don't realize it because I'm so cold natured? I just don't know. I'm excited for you and can't wait to follow you the next several weeks! I was thinking today that this wait for an FET really sucks. It is making me crazy...
ReplyDeleteYou hit the nail on the head again... its not spending time with babies/children that tweaks at your heartstrings... its watching the intereaction between them and their parents. I get that. I totally get that. Its something so special and seems like a mystic mirage to me... I can see it in the distance but just when I think i'm getting close it moves further away.
ReplyDeleteAnyway, great news that you'll get some estrogen soon, and acupuncture too! you will feel like a completely new woman in no time! And that means your FET is just around the corner. Woop!