Wednesday, February 8, 2012

Already?

I have been just plugging along here, doing my every day stuff. Enoying the monotony of my life.

Things have snuck up on me. Out of nowhere, it seems. I leave tomorrow for the far away clinic. My FET one-day workup is Friday.

Already?? I'm shocked.

This process feels sooooooo different this time around. Clearly, I'm very interested in having a second child, but this time it just doesn't feel as....what? Imperative? Urgent? All-consuming? I'm not sure what word best describes it, none of those words fully capture it.

Maybe when I set foot in the far away clinic again, see the infamous waterfall in the lobby, chat with Dr. Famous - maybe then it will seem more real. But right now? I'm just thinking about the night away from home, sleeping without a monitor next to the bed (hooray!).

Already. It is here. Shocking.
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11 comments:

  1. TeeJayFebruary 8, 2012 at 10:33 AM

    It did sort of sneak up, didn't it? I still can't believe you are about to venture into this again already...amazing how time flies. I hope everything goes smashingly well for you! And enjoy that sleep!

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  2. MoFebruary 8, 2012 at 10:56 AM

    oh! i'll miss you by one day! be in area but on bed rest. have a good one day workup!

    mo

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  3. Do I Have to Be a D.I.N.K.?February 8, 2012 at 11:14 AM

    YAY! I'm excited for you!

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  4. R.February 8, 2012 at 11:18 AM

    Good luck! I love that waterfall. ;)

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  5. irrationalexuberanceFebruary 8, 2012 at 1:43 PM

    Yep -- totally get this. The panic is gone, and so while it would be NICE if it worked, it isn't DIRE if it doesn't.
    Good luck, and enjoy the night away!

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  6. JemFebruary 8, 2012 at 3:02 PM

    Wishing all the best for this cycle. It will feel real when you are there.

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  7. kateryFebruary 8, 2012 at 7:20 PM

    it's totally different the second time around. of course you will be disappointed if it fails, but it really isn't as all consuming as it is the first time around, is it?

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  8. inBetweenFebruary 8, 2012 at 9:38 PM

    good luck!!!

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  9. HeatherFebruary 9, 2012 at 2:55 PM

    Hi i’m Heather! I have a question for you! Please email me :)
    HeatherVonSJ[at]gmail[dot]com

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  10. CassieFebruary 10, 2012 at 10:00 AM

    Wow, I can't believe it either! Good luck today!

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  11. CassieFebruary 10, 2012 at 10:00 AM

    Wow, I can't believe it either! Good luck today!

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