Friday, October 23, 2009

SWEARING AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS!!

Again, for the sensitive or proper types, do not read this post. I promise to play nice soon.


FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCK!


POAS today, and lo and behold - positive. Yay, right? Eh, not so fucking much.

I email my nurse and happily tell her the good news. Mind you, yesterday when I asked if I should even bother continuing to do the OPKs, she said keep testing and let me know. So I do.

Not more than 5 minutes after I hit send, she calls me. Wow, that was fast. Well apparently crappy news travels very fast around there (as opposed to useless news, which takes 3 weeks to schedule). Yup, she tells me that even though I could cycle based on my timing, they have no spots available for me on the surgery/lab schedule. Well, they do have some spots open, but they are being held by other departments, like donor egg and other clinics. And they won't play nice and share.

Fuck-a-doodle-do.

So now the soonest I could do a cycle would be starting in December, with an ER in mid-January. Not so far off, you say? Well, DH may be out of the country for several weeks in January. Because he has pushed back all this work stuff thinking January would be a safe month, what with me having to do Depot Lupron for 2 months. Before beginning prep for FET.

ARGH.

7 comments:

  1. Ugh, how frustrating that your hubby changed his plans and now his changed plan conflict with your baby-making schedule. That sucks, I'm so sorry.

    Keeping fingers crossed that an appointment opens up - didn't you mention bribery before? :)

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  2. OH FOR THE LOVE OF PETE SURELY THEY MUST BE ABLE TO DO SOMETHING!!!??? CAN YOU GO SOMEWHERE ELSE???? Seriously!!!!!

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  3. Oh man...as if waiting on our bodies isn't bad enough, now you have wait on the clinic. Sheesh, it never ends. I'm sorry for this delay....waiting sucks. Hang in there...easier said than done, I know.

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  4. OH NO!!!!! I'm so sorry!!! That has to be soooo very frustrating!!! Ughhh can you tell them your hubby changed his plans to accomodate and maye they can work with you? If not, I hope the plans get worked out soon and you can start something. ((HUGS))

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  5. OMG!!! How can they NOT work with you?!?! It's not like us PCOSers can pick and choose when our damn ovaries decide to finally work!!!I'm so mad for you!!

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  6. That really freaking sucks - Use all the swear words in your vocabulary and then use the internet to find more.

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