Sunday, September 9, 2012

nope.

pretty stark white FRER this morning, with maybe the slightest whiff of a second line, sorta maybe if you looked at it just so.

beta just came back at 4. anything under 5 is considered negative.

stop all meds. wait for my period. wait for dr. famous to call with words that won't help.

all done here. all done.
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16 comments:

  1. AnonymousSeptember 9, 2012 at 2:58 PM

    oh I'm so very sorry. Was hoping so much that this was going to work for you. Thinking of you tonight, wishing things were different.

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  2. kanitzscheSeptember 9, 2012 at 3:05 PM

    I'm so sorry. I feel for you I'm in the same boat, at the tail end of my 4th FET beta is Fri.

    I know I'm lucky I have one but it isn't the same. The pain never goes away.

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  3. katerySeptember 9, 2012 at 3:16 PM

    wish i had some words that would help, but i know nothing helps this feeling. i'm so sorry.

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  4. StacieSeptember 9, 2012 at 4:24 PM

    I am so, so sorry. Many hugs.

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  5. R.September 9, 2012 at 4:34 PM

    I'm so so sorry. This just sucks.

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  6. Jill M.September 9, 2012 at 5:14 PM

    Soooooooooooooo sorry Pie!!! I can't even imagine having such high hopes with having 3 normal frosties waiting all this time and then to go through 2 transfers out of state and have it not work. Hug your little critter girl extra tight this week.

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  7. MyTwoLinesSeptember 9, 2012 at 5:50 PM

    Oh damn. I'm so sorry. Hugs to you Pie.

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  8. irrationalexuberanceSeptember 9, 2012 at 6:11 PM

    Oh I am so sorry Pie. I am just so so sorry.

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  9. TeeJaySeptember 9, 2012 at 6:51 PM

    Damn. I'm so very sorry. I know you were preparing for this but I also know how much you really wanted it. I wish I had some words to help. Just know that I'm thinking of you and sending you a great big (((HUG))).

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  10. AnonymousSeptember 9, 2012 at 7:11 PM

    NO! NO! NO! So sorry to hear this news. Thinking of you big time.

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  11. SLES75September 9, 2012 at 8:42 PM

    I'm so sorry....There are no words....

    HUGS!

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  12. MaggieSeptember 9, 2012 at 9:06 PM

    I am so sorry. So very sorry. Will be thinking of you.

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  13. KateSeptember 9, 2012 at 11:04 PM

    Fuck. I just went through this myself in Aug. There are no words. I'm so grateful for the lovely girl I have, but crushed that yet again, my genes, my body, and my husband's crummy sperm and DNA have failed us. We're done because DH refuses another fresh cycle. It just sucks.
    I'm so so sorry to hear your bad news.

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  14. CKSeptember 10, 2012 at 9:43 AM

    :( I am sorry

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  15. LCSeptember 10, 2012 at 10:55 AM

    Pie, I am so so very sorry. I am thinking of you.

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  16. Melissa GSeptember 10, 2012 at 12:18 PM

    So very sorry...

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