Saturday, May 8, 2010

the day before The Day

Still here. Still haven't POAS.

I'm feeling more emotionally stable than I did on Thursday. Not sure why, exactly, as I'm still not feeling too confident. I mean, I'm better than I was, I can let in a little hope. But not too much. It is self-protective. But at least I'm not a weepy mess (at the moment).

I am having symptoms, but again, I've been here too many times to attribute them to anything other than the PIO/suppositories. So I'm just trying to ignore it (or them, in the case of my painful boobage).

The plan is: Wake up tomorrow. Feel full of dread. POAS. Freak out, one way or the other. Drink some water. Go for fateful blood draw at 8:30am. Go home. Wait for DH. Wait for phone call. Get phone call. Freak out s'more. Update blog.

Thanks for all your positive wishes for me, I really need the external propping up at this point. It is nice to know when I'm lacking the strength and confidence to have positive thoughts myself, they are still out there - from all of you very nice ladies and gents. It really means the world to me, every one of those comments. They really really help me feel better. So thanks.

12 comments:

  1. I am sending you all the positive pregnancy vibes I can! I totally get the self-protective thing; I think I would feel much the same way. I'm so glad that you're noticing some symptoms and can let in some hope. One more day!!!

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  2. Hang in there--I have a very good feeling about this and I'm pretty good with the predictions. Oh--and it also helps that there are a lot of good stats in your favor completely :)

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  3. You did so good not poas!!! I'm on pins and needles right along with you. I going to venture to say Congratulations a day early!!! Don't keep us waiting too long tomorrow! ;-)

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  4. Sending good luck! I will be thinking about you!

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  5. Good luck tomorrow. How many dpo are you?

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  6. Of COURSE we are here to prop you up; I totally understand what it feels like to just be tapped out, and so I'm always happy to give a pep talk and think positive thoughts.

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  7. Good luck Pie! Surround yourself with good vibes and positive energy. Watch a good movie, get a manicure, buy a new purse. :)

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  8. Wishing you SO much luck, Pie!

    You'll be in all of our thoughts and prayers tomorrow!

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  9. I read somewhere that the way to tell the difference between progesterone-induced boob pain and the pregnancy-induced variety, is general soreness vs. shooting pains. I had terrible shooting pains in my breasts before our one and only BFP last year.

    Good luck tomorrow!! I have a really strong feeling that you're going to be successful this time. Please don't keep us in suspense!!

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  10. Good luck for tomorrow! Thinking of you.

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  11. Fingers crossed so hard for good news today.

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  12. Thinking of you and watching for updates. We're here for you - hopeing for the news you want to hear.

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